6.26.2017

|we're making history|


sometimes i can't help but say...
i'm falling in love and it's scaring me.
 
you pulled me in like a tidal wave
and let ourselves just float away
with no direction
or a way to rewind...
 
 
there's too many ways to say goodbye,
but it's quite the opposite this time

but this is just the life i ordered,
one step back and two steps forward.
 
sometimes i can't help but say
we're making history.


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"around the world and back"- state champs.

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i got a sunburn yesterday and it hurts owww.
see, i'm so pale that even with eight layers on sunscreen on, i still burn.
my gender is literally vampire.
i mean, in my 2016 field hockey team photo, everyone looks so "tan" and then there's me in the top left hand corner literally GLOWING. 

help me xD

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i want swedish fish and chocolate milk 

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-izzy/mason-

6.23.2017

i'm bored.

KILL THE LIGHTS KILL THE ACTOR KILL THE ACTRESSSSSSSSSSS
I'M AFRAID THAT THE SPOTLIGHT DRIED YOU UPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP
my singing is wonderful


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i really need to upload more on my youtube channel. i have three videos filmed, i just need to upload them.

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i read the most screwed up kids book ever yesterday.
it was called "all my friends are dead"
i filmed a video of me reading it and i almost cried lol.

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"why worry" by set it off makes me super pumped and idk why.

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"RUN" by BTS and "ode to sleep" by twenty one pilots are my jams rn.
they're such good songssssssssss like omg.

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you guys should listen to blackbear and lany. good artists, good aesthetic music.

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i'm turning 13 in november i'm scared help me xD

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rawr 

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i wanna dye my hair again.. what color should i dye it? i'm going for a lighter blond than my natural hair color (which is dirty blond) but idk what color the ends should be.. maybe pastel? idk i have big dreams.

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thE DARK'S NOT TAKING PRISINORS TONIGHT !!!!1!!!!!!!

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i have bipolar support group tonight.
ugh.
i hate it, it never helps me.

and then on sunday i go to my lgbtq+ support group and i'm excited bc i get to see my best lgbtq+ friend, noah! :D

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i'm lame sorry.

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-izzy/mason-

6.22.2017

|only birds were meant to fly..|


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keep your feet on the ground kid, only birds were meant to fly. 
|antarctica- hands like houses|
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 this morning i woke up at 3 a.m. and i blasted my music.
thankfully, no one heard it xD

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i wanna get a ukulele SO BADLY but i'm broke.
my lunch account at school is literally in negative numbers xD

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i'm working on a novel for camp nanowrimo, so far i have 186 out of 30,000 words done xD
my novel is also for wattpad because i'm lame xD

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who'S EXCITED FOR FALL OUT BOY'S NEW ALBUM AHHHHHHHHH I'M FANGIRLING.
i'm listening to "young and menace" right now btw.
also i'm excited for pvris's and neck deep's new albums, my neighbor alexis made me like them haha.
screw you alexis.


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i was on tumblr and there was this thing with lines from dan and phil's "the internet is here" and i HAD to reblog it and type a line because i'm phan trash.
this is pretty much what went down:


featuring a gay frog xD
(oh my user is nekdepppppp btw. u should follow me)

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-izzy/mason-

6.21.2017

sincerely, me.

[inspired by ellie]

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dear younger me,
bands will literally get you screwed up. mainly pierce the veil, once you get into them it's just an endless void of pop-punk and rock music. also make sure alexis doesn't get you into state champs, waterparks, hands like houses, and real friends.

dear homophobic/transphobic people,
thanks for caring about me. i already have a therapist and go to a lgbtq+ support group four days a week. and no, i do not need jesus.

dear grace,
“it’S JUNE STOP PLAYING NOVEMBER BY SWS AND DECEMBER MY NECK DEEP WHY AM I EVEN FRIENDS WITH YOU.” “but i like both thos-” “shUT UP IZZY/MASON I’M YOUR MOTHER YOU DO WHAT I TELL YOU TO DO.”
your welcome.

dear chris,
thanks for bringing that pan flag to lunch on the last day of school. also thanks for ruining me with BTS.

dear twenty one pilots,
you've saved my life so many times. thank you. i love you.

dear BTS,
you have ruined my life

dear taylor,
miss u wifuuu. we gotta have another 4 a.m. photoshoot when i'm able to come over.

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-izzy/mason-







6.20.2017

|coconut sharks in the water|

*yelling in background* COCONUT COCONUT SHARKS IN THE WATER !!!!
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“it’S JUNE STOP PLAYING NOVEMBER BY SWS AND DECEMBER MY NECK DEEP WHY AM I EVEN FRIENDS WITH YOU.”
“but i like both thos-”
“shUT UP MASON I’M YOUR MOTHER YOU DO WHAT I TELL YOU TO DO.”
^a typical conversation with grace
also for those confused, we have this little “family” where grace is my “mom”… i have weird friends.

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here comes a rant about my french teacher:
okay so on the last day of school (which was about a week and a half ago), i had a 100% in that class, and on our big end-of-year assessment, i bombed it, but it only dropped my grade down about four percentage points, which i fought was okay because i still had a 96%, which was still an A, BUT my teacher had the nerve to drop that 96% to a 79%… and i’m here like, “wAT” because if i got a bad grade in a class i’m good at then i wouldn’t get my phone back (i’ve had it taken away since january lol.), but still.
and now i’m stuck with my french teacher for 7th and 8th grade… woo that’s gonna be fun :,)

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oh this morning i woke up by getting stabbed with a needle (i'm in the hospital while under suicide watch, but i’ll still have my laptop.) and oW IT HURT. i knew why i got it tho, since i need my hepatitis C and meningitis shots before 7th grade.. yee.

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-izzy/mason-

6.19.2017

name a yellow fruit.

i was watching the "important videos" play list on youtube don't judge me.

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bolded are explicit
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the judge // twenty one pilots
game over // falling in reverse
eyes closed // state champs
antartica // hands like houses
hawaii (stay awake) // waterparks
madness // sleeping with sirens
blood sweat and tears // BTS
i don't care // fall out boy
do i wanna know? // arctic monkeys
fire // pvris
home // morgxn
drown // bring me the horizon
DESTROYA // my chemical romance
house of MEMEories // panic! at the disco
miserable at best // mayday parade
a match into water // pierce the veil
hard times // paramore
fall away // twenty one pilots
teddy bear // melanie martinez

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red bull gives you wiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiings
fun fact.

i drew this piece of art the other day.
it was the death of a bachelor album cover but with a bunch of memes.
i call it the "house of MEMEories".
it's beautiful xD

i was in the hospital under "suicide watch" most of the weekend.
wow that's fun. 
(no it's not please help me i'm depressed)

-izzy/mason-

6.16.2017

i have a lgbtq+ sweater and a pan flag shirt on moviestarplanet.

so idk if you can see the shirts but okay whatever.
ALSO YES I PLAY MSP DON'T ATTACK ME
(feat. my fave set it off song)

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yesterday i pranked grace lmao. fun times.
here's her casual reactions because why not.



i'm trying to draw some stuff, and once i'm able to get another sd card adapter for my camera (i lost mine at my friend's house lmao), i'll share to with you guys.

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this morning i was bored and i connected the freckles on my arms and one set made a preferct triangle, so i drew an eye in it xD
i'm so lame sorry guys.

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you should give me book suggestions since i literally have nothing to read and i've been rereading the fault in our stars lol.

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-izzy/mason-